This path,

taken the path to be alone again. guess I'm still not prepared to be in a relationship.

Still a happy girl :)

The wonders of life

Have you been wondering why haven't I been blogging? Because I've totally lost my blogging bug and I'm so into using my iPad that I have ditched my computer aside.
Weekends has always been the day to party and weekdays are days for me to work.
Been sick for the past few days and I just recovered. But hardly had my taste bud back yet. Pray hard it'll come back soon!

None other,

The second guy who can make me fall so deeply in love again.

Love,

Moving on was never easy for me when I tried many ways to get J off my mind.
Not until I met Hiro. Where love sparks and a new relationship for me begins.
Spent my Christmas & New Year with him. and up next is our First Month & V.Day.

I have never spent V.Day with any of my past before because they thinks its just any ordinary day or they would be busy with work.
I dont really look forward to V.Day, cos there's nothing to look forward to or whatsoever after spending 19 years of my life living ordinarily.
But of cos, I miss spending them in SJC. Where close friends would exchange presents. be it sweets, chocolates or any handmade stuff.

Hiro would be back from Brunei this Sunday. Totally can't wait!!!!
Okay ciaooo~ gonna catch up on my dramamamama.

New year 2012

I spent the last day of 2011 with the family and then I met the BFF and co the very first day of 2012.
I had a wonderful and eventful day and I swear I enjoyed myself very very much.
This is to the wonderful people who have been there for me in 2011 and has never left me when life didnt went smoothly for me,

Rachel;
The dear girl who doesnt meet me much,
but shes always a text away.
Whenever things wasnt right for me,
she was there for me.
Comforting me, lending me her shoulders to cry on.
I thank you for that.
My one & only Sis.
Thank you for everything.
I'm glad to have you in my life.
This friendship doesnt stop.

Novell;
The BFF in my life.
Though we didnt know each other for long,
but we got along fine and eventually,
became closer than anyone of us would thought,
we would be what we are now.
Thank you for being there,
when I cry, when I needed someone.
That night, I was having a terrible night,
but you called me for the first time.
asking me if I was alright.
I felt loved though we werent close at all.
and you were the very first one to ring me up.
It was you,
who made me stand on my own feet, and you make me realise I can move on without him and I dont need him at all.
The first time you texted me, 'if you need me, just tell me, I'll come down.'
I was really touched, honestly.
Thank you BFF. For everything.
The memorable memories you gave me for the last few months of 2011.
Now its 2012, it will still carry on and I will always love you like how I do now. :)
Remember what we always tell each other?
"Best friend dont need to say, Thank you & Sorry.'
Yup. Just the 'iloveyou' and it's always the effort and thoughts that counts.
:D

Hubert;
My best brother in life now. Thank you for being so supportive & protective of me.
Be it in clubs, or anywhere we go.
Thank you for always protecting me.
knowing you'll always be there, I know I fear nothing.
You were there too, for me, when I was going thru a hard time.
Getting over J. But you and novell, pulled me out of this shit.
Giving me time to move on.
not even pushing me out of it and best of all, supporting me in whatever decision I make.
thank you so so so much.
No words can ever explain how much I cherish you and Novell.
I thank God for the both of you and I never want to lose anyone of you.
Thank you!

I never wanna lose anyone of them and I am what I am now because of them.
Life is definitely awesome when I have them.
Best present of 2011 and I want them in my life till death do us part.

Christmas 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I spent my Christmas with these wonderful girls along with their boyfriends.
I had one of the best times of my life this year. With all the impromptu planning and arrangment.
But everything still turns out well.
Hope everyone had an enjoyable time too!!

I'm over and done with all the false hope you gave me.
but however, I thank you for bringing so much laughter to my life before.
I manage to pick myself up because I'm done with your lies.

take care.

Forever and always,

Been on an hiatus for way too long, wanted to blog last night but internet was being a bitch.
For the past one month of my life, so much has happened. But nevertheless, I had my best friends & girlfriends to tide those bad times with me.
And of cos, this important guy that played a big role in my life for almost two months.

J,
You taught me how to love and not ask for anything in return. Because there's you, I grew up.
Whatever I've done for you before, I've NEVER done for anyone in the past. Be it waking up super early to prepare early breakfast for you knowing you had an important tests to sit for and you need some food in your tummy. Going the extra miles for you and whatsoever.
I dont ask for you to do anything in return, but all I need to know is that you're happy.
We had this argument last week, which made me realise how unreasonable I could be when feelings takes control of me.
Yes, I'm being too dependent on you that every weekend, I'm looking forward to spending it with you.
There may be a barrier between us, but I'm gonna overlook that barrier and just live as each day passes by.
I dont know if you would even come across my blog. I wish you would one day..
I kind of like the way we are now. I'm sorry for being a bitch the previous week, till now I still feel bad. Perhaps I'm paranoid, but I just feel we somehow seem to drift apart bit by bit.
I dont want this feeling and I never like this feeling......
I'll always be here for you, ALWAYS.